Yesterday I had a dream… It seemed so real, it felt like I was really here with you. I could smell you, I could breathe in my lap and I could hear your baby voice that made me even more sure that you were really there. I don’t know, I think the love I have inside me to give you, makes me feel these things. I woke up with longing for someone I never met, or even imagine how it will really be.
Son, I want you so much … You are not just a dream, you are the dream of a life that comes to complete mine.
I always find myself wondering what you will be like. Will it be a boy or a girl? Will you look like your father? Will it look like me? Is it a mixture of the two of us? How will your temperament be? Will you be calm, agitated, messy, intellectual, will you like games? Will you be interested in the same things as me? Will your hands look like mine? What color will your eyes be? My imagination goes a long way in visualizing you and making plans for when you are finally in my arms.
I wonder what it will be like to feel you inside me when I finally discover your existence with a test . They say that we don’t believe when the moment finally comes, will Mom believe it or will it take a while for it to fall? I also wonder how your dad’s reaction will be. In fact, speaking of Dad, he also waits for you with a lot of love, we have already chosen his name and we know that you will be the perfect mix between the two, the fusion of our love that finally materializes with love and joy.
I imagine myself preparing everything for your arrival, making your trousseau, decorating your little room and preparing your bags for motherhood. I see the happiness of so many women when doing the ultrasound, and I put myself in their place. I wonder what it will be like when I finally know if I will have a boy or a girl. I imagine the happiness of everyone at your baby shower, in all the treats you will receive and the joy of grandmothers with your arrival.
Anxiety is my last name! I count the days and hours to see you come into our lives. As much as I know that this moment will finally come someday, I can’t wait to be able to feel the sensation of someone growing inside me, and that finally one day she will call me Mom. Son, I want you so much … Do you know that I wait for you with so much anxiety? I pray every day asking God to finally remember us, and that you can come into my life and we make each other happy. I am sure that everything will happen at the right time, but I hope that the time left for this day is as short as possible and that it passes very quickly without us being able to feel it go away. Come son! I am waiting for you with great love and I ask God to send you with health so that we can live the greatest love in the world> the love of mother and child. May this beautiful dream come true as soon as possible!
See also: Lord, Give Me Children!
My name is Dr. Alexis Hart I am 38 years old, I am the mother of 3 beautiful children! Different ages, different phases 16 years, 12 years and 7 years. In love with motherhood since always, I found it difficult to make my dreams come true, and also some more after I was already a mother.
Since I imagined myself as a mother, in my thoughts everything seemed to be much easier and simpler than it really was, I expected to get pregnant as soon as I wished, but it wasn’t that simple. The first pregnancy was smooth, but my daughter’s birth was very troubled. Joana was born in 2002 with a weight of 2930kg and 45cm, from a very peaceful cesarean delivery but she had already been born with congenital pneumonia due to a broken bag not treated with antibiotics even before delivery.